we're the ones on the RUN - 008; it's too late to apologize, it's too late

So, I am offically 20 years old now. Scaaaaaaaaary, man. I am no longer a teen and for some reason, that relieves and scares the holy hell out of me. ::Le sigh:: However, next year, I think I'm going to feel a bit more sick to my stomach. 21...even scarier then 20.

I spent my birthday exactly where I wanted to be; at Sai's. :3 I had slept over her house the night before and we just stayed up late and did a lot of fun stuff. I came back with my stuff at around 1:00AM, so it offically was my birthday. I finally got to see Atlantis, which was pretty awesome. I just...spending time with my best friend on my birthday meant the world to me...♥ Her sister made me cupcakes! :D! And they both sang Happy Birthday to me~::Flails:: That night was just spent being spazzes. ♥ When we woke up, we continued our mini-Disney marathon and popped in Kronk's New Groove and Cinderella II: Dreams Come True, two fine examples of Disney sequeals actually being awesome! I have more respect for Cinderella, let me tell you. :3 We were just doing stuff, waiting for the group to come over. The plans were going out to eat and at midnight, attending the Rocky Horror Picture Show in Bergenfield. So, Iwa, Koko, Sai and myself, as Shouri was still at her job, made our way to eat. Our intentions were to eat at Chillies, however the wait was far too long and we didn't have the time. Applebee's was next on our list...45 minute later...too long. We ended up just going to a Chinese buffet that was pretty good. ♥ They have awesome chicken and brocolli, lemme tell you. ♥ After the buffet, we went to go pick Shouri up, went back to Sai's house and played a game she had made for us! Her own version of Monopoly based on her original characters! It was so much fun! ♥ The time was roughly 11 and we got ready to leave for the show...and here's the sour part of the evening.

When I told Iwa where the performance was, I said, "You know where it is, right? Bergenfield?" And he nodded, insisting he knew the way. However, before I could realize quick enough, he was driving towards the other venue they play in. We turned around, the time being 11:30. The show started in 30 minutes. Koko was insistant that we could get there, as well as Shouri and Sai. Their optimisim was so refreshing, but Iwa...excuse after excuse. Koko was trying to look up directions to the other place on her phone and Iwa LET her...before telling her he didn't even want to try. She was so pissed...everyone in the car was...except him. Koko kept muttering, "If it were my fucking car, we would have been there by now..." And you know what? I believe her...Iwa kept making all these different excuses and Sai came to the conclusion that he never even wanted to do it to begin with and it makes sense...it just hurt me, it really did, to see that he did not care...we stopped back at my house so we could pick up my copy of Rocky Horror so we could just go back and watch it at Sai's. On the way back to Sai's, I was just upset...but I wouldn't let him see it...there was no point. He, apparently, didn't care. The girls, my angels, started messing with him...they sang songs they knew he hated...they took the headrest off the back of his seat and hid it...it was beautiful...he was being obnoxiously assholeish and they were just...getting back at him, is all. ♥

We finally settled down to watch the movie and a part in the movie came up featuring Meat Loaf [Eddie, for you Rocky Horror fans out there.] and he had to open his big mouth and go, "See?! THIS is Meat Loaf's voice! The other version wasn't!" Alright, fucktard...LISTEN..the version you heard at the theater, the one you're claiming wasn't Meat Loaf, is the original threatrical release hence, it HAS TO BE MEAT LOAF, YOU DUMB SON OF A BITCH.

For the most part, everyone ignored him...especially me. I just couldn't...he had bought me a cake [Story about this too...I asked if his mother could bake a cake, as his mother's cakes are amazing...but he said he refused to go back to his house to pick it up [::cough::5 minutes drive::cough:: so...he took it upon himself to BUY me a cake, which I did not want and count that as my gift...I'm not materialistic, really. Gifts don't mean EVERYTHING to me, however don't sit there and call yourself a God, alright?] and after the buffet, we were full. After the movie, time being around 2:30AM, he goes, "Well, are we going to have cake or what?" And Sai and I were full...beyond full from dinner and he sighs like a goddamn drama queen, "Well, I bought it...I at least want a piece..." And I turned around and said, "Fine, Iwa...take it home, how about that? Have a piece? Take it all..." And he just fell silent...I wasn't in the mood for that shit. It is was my birthday present, what right does he have, hm? So, finally, he just gave up and left...thank Ra.

Sometimes, I don't understand why the hell I bother. He had been getting progressivly worse. He's been rude, obnoxious and ungodly un-fucking-bearable...I hate to say this...but I'm almost at the end of my rope...

But, anyway...all in all, without Iwa being Captain Dickhead, the night was wonderful. ♥ Sai, Koko and Shouri were a pleasure and I just miss hanging out with the girls. This is why the plans in June/July might be changed. It was supposed to be just me, however Sai is working on perhaps having Koko and Shouri join us as well which would eliminate Iwa having to come at all...

So, my birthday was pretty kick ass. ♥ Shouri got me a little stuffed rose and I believe she is going to buy some fabric for me for a cosplay of my choice, Koko got me an awesome Light/L wallscroll...so sexy, Sai got me this beautiful little dragon statue and she drew me some things. :3 And Iwa...he got me something I already owned, so...yeah. After everyone left, Sai and I just talked for a while and we went to bed around 4:30. We had to get up early, around noon, so she could finish packing.

And today, Sai and I just hung around as she packed. Shouri came over and we ate some of the cake Iwa bought...we had a lot of fun. Sai's sister came over to get some more of her stuff, as she's moving back with her boyfriend so we basically just spent the whole time making fun of Iwa...it was fantastic. ♥ I left around 4, as Sai was going to be heading to the airport at 5...I didn't want her to go. D: It's not as bad, though...I'll be seeing her in about 3 months...and it'll go by fast, I know. I just can't wait...♥ April is a busy month as it is. This coming weekend, I'm going up to Pennsylvania to spend a weekend with my brother and his girlfriend and on the 19th, I'm going to ComicCon with a few kick ass people~♥

Coming home today...I found three things that nearly made me cry;
♥ My Godmother sent me a beautiful vase of flowers and a check for $50.
♥ Krissy-Mommy sent me some pretty awesome things. *-* She sent me a Light wallscroll which is drool-worthy, some Death Note stickers, beautiful stationary and a mix CD which was amazing. ♥ Thank you so much my Momma, my Aya, my Rika.
♥ A certain community...made by a certain amazing person...posted on by an amazing and wonderful set of friends...thank you. I swear it, I almost cried. I'm working on replying to everyone's entries...just...thank you...♥ I'm blessed...thank you guys...

I think that's about it...I've been babbling for quite a while...I'm just waiting for Sai to get home. Her plane left at 7, so she should be landing in a little bit...I already miss her. ♥ Anyway, I have to get some clothes together as I have work tomorrow. Wonderful. So, until next time...I love each and every one of you...♥